Mariska Hargitay

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Monday, April 23, 2007

What I have to say...

Hello readers again..

I guess I will tell you people why I cried.The day when I really wanted to see you had finally come.I was longing to see you my dear.I could not endure the pain anymore.I just needed to see you thats all.And finally when I met you that saturday,I could not control myself as I felt I have not seen you for days.I just can't explain how it feels but all I can say is that I was simply,emotional..I was sooo happy the moment when I hug you.My mind was gone.My eyes was closed.I felt that I could not let go of her.She is mine forever.And what really happen in the end was quite embarassing.Dear,when you said that you needed to go home,I was afraid that I could not meet you for days and also that I would lose you...I cried then.Like a crybaby.I really did not want to let go of you my dear.Its like we are gonna leave each other.I could stand that.I just wanna hold you tight sweetheart.I want us to be together all the time.Our own freedom.Losing you is like losing my life.I am so scared that our relationship would fade away into darkenss.I DON'T EVER THAT TO HAPPEN.I am so afraid that that we could not meet each other again.I don't wanna lose you baby.Sometimes,i feel that the word 'love' is nothing at all.No matter what happen,I will forever wait for you.Even if its take a long period,I am willing to wait. I am so stress nowadays.Motherfuckers have been giving me stress always.I can no longer stand them.I feel like only my friends and my dear can only help me.The 'them' can just die slowly.I can have no worries.No stress.I want to gain my freedom back.Worse,my eng exam is just 2days away.I need to buck up.I am feeling quite confident though.Fuck that.

I will stop here.

Dear,I just want you to know that I love you very very much.Please do not think I am a sort of person who flirts here and there.I know what I am doing.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER BABY.
THE VOW & OUR EVERLASTING LOVE<3

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