Mariska Hargitay

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Woman,

I have always wanted to tell you how much I love you.

How much I embrace you.

How much lucky am I.

Today was not such a good day I guess.

It looks like you have no feelings for me or maybe your feelings are fading.

I have been giving myself too much hope?

I always have this problem with myself.

I tend to get my hopes high but in the end,habis.

Its like a habit.

I thought everything was getting better since yesterday but no,it came back again.

Why farah?

Why won't you tell me the reason.

I could make a change and I will definitely change.

I won't go out with lynette or carmen or other girls also.

I also have not been contacting them for the sake of you.

I am changing farah.

All because of you.

I know you can't read my mind.

So do I.

But I am trying my very best to be your best guy.

I have wrote 2letters which explain my feeling and expression.

Guess this could make me feel better.

You keep giving me cold shoulder.

Just last Saturday,we went out smoothly.

Only when after I went with carmen then things happen.

Why?

I am also trying to understand you but its so hard.

You need to tell me you know.

I am so scared to lose someone so special in my life.

Everyday,I keep telling myself when is this gonna stop.

Woman,tell me.

Am i going to write any more letters?

Dun leave me just like that will you.

I seriously miss you so much.

Wild thoughts are going through my mind.

I want to end it.

I understand you dun want to be in a relationship.

But we can like be a date?

You just dun know how much I LOVE YOU.

I hope we can get back together and hold hands again.

I love you.

posted at 12:22 AM by Ammar | Permalink |

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