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Friday, November 20, 2009

When I realised holidays are getting boring!

Hey ho ha!
Finally done with my morning peeps on MSN.
So yeah,Ima blog here.
Which is why its called a Blog.(Am I nuts or something?)
I be having NCC Graduation Ceremony later at 9.45am.
After 4years,I am totally done with this shit.
I am sad to say,the discipline and standard in NCC has drop alot.
Remember the times where there would be a Sir always watching us.
Now,its gone.
All fuck up.
Cadets dun respect their ranks.
Me,used to be a cadet who was so into NCC.
I put my heart and sweat in it as I love this CCA so much.
And when things began to fuck up and bias,things werent good for me.
All hard works were gone to waste.
My dreams were not achieved.
So,I shall pass out with a rank of 2nd Sargent later.
At least,I thank God that I did what I had to.
Memories my cadets.
I pray things will improve in the future.
For those lucky ass,you get to try the SAR21 instead of M16.
Congrats.
Holidays are beginning to dampen my mood for anything.
All I long for now is to work at least 3times a week and spent the money on what I need.
Had a convo with my boys,and I invented a new word;Banglapush.
Sound kinda funny but I like it.
Haha!
Well,things are not going on well for me.
My sleepings aint that good.
I sleep late,woke up late without knowing what to do.
Its kind of like I am leading a wasted life.
Nah,I dun want that homie.
I want everyday to be HIP!
Thinking about love...it does suck so much.
Love is the most destructive object in this world.
I hate it.
All I am thinking is HER.
Boredom is killing me.

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