Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, December 9, 2007

What is life for me after all?

Life for me has been miserable.
Why can't you understand me?
Why did it turn out this way?
I don't feel your love for me.
You don't seem to bother me at all.
Whatever you say,I don't even know whether I can trust your words.
I miss you so much.
I miss your old-self.
What had happpen to you?
Do you need help?
I would do whatever it takes just to get the old you.
Please don't do this to me.
Well,today.
Didn't know you could pang seh me and go with your friends.
Didn't know you could do that to me.
Seriously,I was so angry with you.
I just couldn't control myself.
I had to scold you just to put in some fucking sense in your goddam brain.
You were so cold towards me.
I suggest you go and think back about your attitude.
And sorry if I made you like this.
I am here crying so badly.
Keep wondering why are you like this to me.
Keep asking myself if I had do the wrong things.
I just wonder why.
And,I don't put my friends first.
I've changed.
I put you as my first priorty.
Cause I know that I have not been fair to you.
Fuck this life.
Life has no meaning if you are gone.
Life seems empty without you.
I said I will break up with you if you pierce.
Its just a way that can prevent you from doing that.
You just don't know how I feel.
You don't understand me...

I am dissappointed about you and myself.
Can't even guide you to the right path.
Sorry.
Break away from if you have to.

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