5june.
I had a nice convo with ENG ZHITING.
I mean,it has been long time since I talk that much to somebody.
We were like talking for almost half a day.
We talk about movies,our birthday since we had the same date,our secret code and videos.
And also her fault la!
Hah.
Just that she was born 1 year later after I was born.
I won her by introducing movies and we exchange videos.
Hilarious!
We laughed and smiled at our computer screen and handphone.
We webcam too!
Zhiting,like what you said,we need to make that change!
And talking about changing,I really need to change myself.
I have to stop thinking about the 'nightmare'
Its just haunting and hurting me non stop.
I just let you do whatever you want.
Cos the next time,I wont even care what you and him gonna do.
I guess I have to leave you alone.
But I will still entertain you and all.
Just that,we should be friends?
I must learn to control myself,accept things and let go.
Okay,now back to me and zhiting.
Well,we talk and talk untill we didnt even realize the time was 2.30am
What made me happy was that you zhiting,help me not to think abt her and him.
It just help me to pass time.
It was a great help to me.
Zhiting,thanks for everything!
And,you said who would post better.
So,who do you think is the winner?
Its...me.

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