Mariska Hargitay

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I want to go for an adventure trip.
I want to forget everything that happen to me.
Cause its hurting me too much.
Just a few days ago,
I went changi village.
I saw stars.
Lots of them.
Millions I could say.
And there it was,a moon.
The moment I see it,I feel so relax.
My mind went blank.
For a very long time,
I feel like as though I had no problems again.
Like as if my mind was young.
I only wish I could have that feelings forever.
I am asking myself,
Why is this affecting me so much?
Why am I so different from others?
Maybe I take things too seriously.
Or I am affectionate.
I duno.
There is no way I can describe my feelings cause nobody will understand it.
Its totouring the way I am living now.
Its so sick and dying.
Thats why,I want to go for adventure trip.
A place I can forget everything.
A place where I wont think of anything.
A place where I can be happy.
I just want to lead a simple and easy life.
I am happy enough if I could have a life like that.
Everyday,there will be problems.
You know what?
I WANT TO GO SKY DIVING!
And woman,remember our promise.
When we meet again after many years,
We promise we will go to Hawaii and go scuba diving and watch sunset!
I shall wait for that day.
Woman,its been 3days since you talk to me and ignore me.
It is now the 2nd time we in this situation.
Maybe I have been testing your patience too much.
And if you have not realised,I put a letter of apology in your bag when you went out for recess.
Till now,you have not reply me.
Just what you want from me?
I have given everything I could do for you.
I love you so much darling.
I dun care if you lie to me that you love me.
I rather go on hearing your lies that living without you.

posted at 5:19 PM by Ammar | Permalink |

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