Mariska Hargitay

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

I know,
I guess I have been too much?
I have been telling myself to control but I just cannot help it.
No matter what,I will still end up doing it.
Honestly,when we wont do,I will think that you dun love me or you did with other guys.
Its stupid right.
Then I will get angry.
I dun want to do this to you cos it shows that I dun show respect to you.
I am sorry that I force you.
I just dun want to you know.
Like love is not just about this.
Each time we did,I feel a sense of regret.
Like we should not have done it in the first place.
I am sorry that I hurt you.
I know you dun like it but I am still pushing you.
Like you think I am making use of you.
I dun want you to think that way.
Argh fuck,I hate myself.

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