I know,I guess I have been too much?I have been telling myself to control but I just cannot help it.No matter what,I will still end up doing it.Honestly,when we wont do,I will think that you dun love me or you did with other guys.Its stupid right.Then I will get angry.I dun want to do this to you cos it shows that I dun show respect to you.I am sorry that I force you.I just dun want to you know.Like love is not just about this.Each time we did,I feel a sense of regret.Like we should not have done it in the first place.I am sorry that I hurt you.I know you dun like it but I am still pushing you.Like you think I am making use of you.I dun want you to think that way.Argh fuck,I hate myself.
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