Yo sup.
I am nigga rolling on the Benjamins!
Have started working last Sunday.
Only thing on my mind is money money.
And I can spent spent on dough.
And is how I roll though.
Without having the thought of having to spent the money on her you know.
All this while,been thinking alot of things.
Since I am single,I shall treat myself to a hell of feast!
Nikon D5000 is my first in the list.
I am gonna get that or die trying.
Uhuh,then get me some shoes to shine.
Shirts,which women will like that.
A pair of baggy loose jeans which my pump my looks.
Young bloods gonna like that and get on my booklist.
But no,love sucks.
I pity those suckers who are worrying about their loves one.
Dun think your life change because of love.
Cos it will only bring you down down down,to your knees.
The feeling of love is just off the list,not off the hook.
To all my singles,just enjoy the time with your homies.
Dun waste your time on any pussy.
And you will realised that you will like that cos I like that.
Cos in the end,you did not hurt anybody and most importantly,YOU did not get hurt in the process!
Hah!
We should be like Gangstaa G-Gangsta.
Run like how D-O-Double G runs it.
Be cool my friend.
To the words of the late Bruce lee,"Be like water,my friend"
Right now,I am just chilling and moving on.
A free bird!
Dun brat on it.
Overheard Sec 3 express gonna turn up for Gala night I guess.
Oh well,that sucks.
I am posting this cos I feel like I gotta say something.
So yeah,this is all.
Thank you and peace out.

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I want to apologise to those people who I misunderstood.
To those who was insulted or hurt by me,I am sorry.
Its over and I do not wish to say about the past.
Those fellows have start their new lives together and I do not want to bother them,ever.
I dun give a fuck about them.
And,I didnt know you were like that man.
Kinda ashamed.
Pfft,whatever.
So,people,we got to live happily.
Thank you.

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Konvict (Konvict)
Ohhh, ohh, ohh, ohh

Just one look in the mirror
And I know I don't look the same being alone
I don't walk the same without you on my arm, I lost my charm
I don't know how I made it before
Cuz you are my future for sure
And now that it's over I dont know how I'm gonna get by

Chorus:
With no more you x2
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
with no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

I look at my passenger side
And there's nobody to ride with me for life
It feels like the end, I lost my friend
I can't sleep at night,
Because your side ain't occupied
The hurt in my eyes, won't go away
I'm in so much pain

Chorus:
With no more you x2
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

Don't know if I can make it or not
Everybody sees that I'm going through a lot
It's hard being alone,
When you used to be on top
Call for you, there's no more you
I stop for a minute then I pinch myself
I can't believe I'm here by myself
I can't do anything without your help.
Call for you, there's no more you..Ohhh

Chorus: (x2)
With no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
To see me through,
with no more you
What am I gonna do?
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you

No more you
What am I gonna do,
there's no more you
To see me through,
No more you..
What am I gonna do,
there's no more you
Can't believe there's no more you (x3)

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HAPPY ENOUGH?
Nobody knows anything now.

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This is so difficult.
I been having bad dreams.
In my dreams,I saw you with another guy.(I dun want to mentioned who).
Every night before I sleep,I would always think of you non stop for a few hrs.
I see you everywhere.
Everything reminds me of you.
Been acting strong but I knew inside me,my heart is weak.
You are my weakness.
I hate to go through this part.
For now,I can only think that LOVE sucks.
Causing me great pain.
I duno what made me so crazy in love with you.
And to make it worse,I did not had any chance with you at all.
I know you are avoiding me.
Go ahead.
But i am still waiting for thee explanation.

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Damn I want ma baby back
It's so cold without her (Cold without her)
She's gone
Now I'm alone no one to hold on
'Cause she was the only one
And I know I was .. deadly wrong ..
But if you-u-u if you-u-u
See her
Ask if she will forgive me

If u ever see her
If u ever need her
If u ever get the chane to sit down and talk to her

Let her know it's so cold
It's so coold [2x]
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I wanna
I really wanna her to come back home
Back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
Can u forgive me
Please forgive me
And come back home
Keep me safe and waaarm

Oooowo

Damn my baby really goone
I don't know if she's comin' home
.. my love locked I'm fucked up ..
I know
Tell me what to do
To get her back (Oooowo)
Back were her heart belonged
Been gone from me too long

So if you-u-u
See my boo-o-o
Please can you-u-u
Can you tell her
For me

If u ever see her
If u ever need her
If u ever get the chance to sit down and talk to her

Let her know it's so cooold
It's so coold [4x]
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I wanna
I really wanna her to come back home
Back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
Can u forgive me
Please forgive me
And come back home
Keep me safe and warm

All them girls across the world
You know you gotta be my girl
All them girls across the world
You know you gotta be my girl
All them girls across the world
You know you gotta be my girl

If u ever see her
If u ever need her
If u ever get the chance to sit down and talk to her

Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold [4x]
Here without her

I am dedicating this song for you.
I know its useless.
But at least give me time,to move on.
I Love You.

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My last wish didnt get granted.
As you know this last wish is really very very important.
I guess you didnt give a damn about it.
Now,I know what you want.
But do you have to do it this way?
DO YOU?
All I wanted was a happy ending,girl.
Thats all.
Is that difficult?
One last moment.
One last time.
Why couldnt you listen to me for one last time?
I am still waiting for your explanation.
Stop avoiding me.
Step out and tell me truth.
Everything.
Even if you did wrong,tell me so.
Its better to know now.
And my heart will rest in peace.

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Wow.
In just awhile,you gonna be poof!
I am very scared to see you.
I am afraid I hear things that I dun want.
I am afraid things would go wrong.
Too many things are going inside my head.
And making the right decision is just too painful.
Either way,has an impact.
Please.

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Time is running short.
I had a wonderful dream last night.
In my dream,you text me.
And those words made my day as I remembered.
'Te Amo' was what you texted me.
And I woke up the next thing,to find myself it was just a dream.
I am thinking,what worse could it be.

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Praying hard that what you said is not true.
Argh.
I really duno whats happening.
........
Pffft.
I just wanna ask WHY!

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You told me not to assumed anything.
Yes I did.
But your action is making me hard to believe anything.
And you are just making it harder each day.
Worse,in this situation,there is no right or wrong.
I saw what I did not wanted to.
Im here,thinking the best solution or rather,the right decision.
I dun want to make any wrong decision and regret it later.
I am ver scared.
Very scared and sad.
Spare a minute to just think how I feel.
Please,I dun even dare to look at you.(Except behind)
Let alone to meet you.
I myself,a man is even have to think again and think thousand time before I decide to call you.
Cos the only reason is you.
You.

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Its been long.
I shall wait.
At the meantime,I found this song that could explain how I'm feeling.
Once again,it tears me again.
I know I am crybaby.
Well,true men cry right?
I miss you.



Lyrics:
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like about you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

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