It didn't start off so well.
Woke up to one of the bad dreams and started crying.
Gotten used to it already.
But yeah, this particular one was bad.
Well, every bad ones in awhile.
Was suppose to go for a battle after Rdf prac.
But had to go back school to do editing.
And I felt it was something better to do.
Hope you receive the 8 mochi.
4 cheese
4 chocolates (You prefer this)
Whatever happens, do your best.
Its funny how I am deciding to quit my dance world.
It was my life, my everything and my future.
But now its time to lie down for my own good.
All I can commit is my dance time with Rdf.
They came before I met you.
So I had no reason to quit Rdf.
But as I grew my passion, I realised that dance isn't that beautiful as it was.
It wasn't that beautiful as you were now.
I made you grew into a beautiful dancer.
A dancer who I recalled dancing to Pyramid where we started from Broken Hearts.
Promising that we will reach to the top together.
It was a race.

I gave up.
This isn't for me, this isn't for us.
Right now, dance does not meant a thing for me even though the urge of dancing is very strong.
I force myself not to.
I need to focus, on my studies.
Adventure is the only escape for me now.
And its the most beautiful thing I get.

Hmmm,shall elaborate when I am free.

I need to get back to work now.
No sleep.
Then filming.

Cant let my emotion take over yet.
Fuck this.

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