And there they were.
Walking past me.
I could see you smiling and laughing with him.
It was great, watching you walk happily stretching your left hand to embrace his face.
But it hurts at the same time, thinking it was me the last time you did.
Somehow, I could swallow the pain.
Its alright Ammar.
Love is always unfair I know.
I learnt a damn good lesson.
At least I am happy that my heart took another beating and is still pumping strong.

Been busy these few weeks, even with holidays.
School, Study, School, Study.
That is all I want to do.
Health, Money, Love, aside.
It has been good to me somehow the life I lead now.
Always making myself tired to the max.
Had a headache last week and it has not been gone since then.

Woke up yesterday feeling sad and tired.
Maybe I had a sign that I was to see them.
Well, thank you.
I am sad.

Over.Everything.

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