You left me confused tonight boo.
Now I just want to pour my jealousy issue here.
Blog, bear with me as always.
I am so jealous right now that everything I see we had is all about him.
Like now, you msg me goodnite.
I imagine you saying goodnite to him too.
Imagining how happy you are to receive a text from him.
Imagining how sweet his goodnite msg will be to you.
Imagining that small spark will be bigger.
Imagining you laughing at the slightest joke he made.
Imagining how he sweettalk to you like how i did to you before.
Imagining how he trys to get your heart while stealing you away from me.
Imagining how you rather open his msg than mine.
I imagine and imagine and its eating me slowly,painfully.
But yet you gave me hope still making me believe the impossible.
I am confused, hurt and jealous.
I know thats how you felt.
I know its too late.
But if only you can give me that golden last chance, I can change everything and make you the best I ever had.
You said you are tired of me.
But what IF I can prove you wrong?
You ask me what IF you like him.
So Im asking you here, what IF I can be the one you like.
Inah, what IF you were in my shoes right now.
Will you give me just once?
You said you love me but you cant be my lover.
You just made me so tense.
You can be my lover but its just that, that guy is somehow stopping you.
You just want to enjoy your time talking to him and all.
Inah please I beg you, come back to me.

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