Just woke up crying and I can't stop.
Life is tough struggling with studies and life.
I cried thinking how hard it is to be able to hold on till now.
I feel betrayed by friends, my love.
All I wanted was happiness for the future.
The saying 'suffer now, enjoy later' doesnt seem to prove me right.
It seems im suffering more.
Its so sad, sitting up crying, waiting for some miracle to happen.
I wonder if she gone through this or I had it worse.
How could a human withstand this?
I would never want to let my loved ones go through this.
I can ensure it cos I did prove with Inah.
Before getting together with her, I told her, I would not treat you like how her ex treated her.
Walking away while she trail behind him.
There were cases whereby she left me, and I watched her from far.
Making sure shes safe.
Gosh, what am I even saying.
Its over.

Its the past haunting me.
Take care world.
I am just gonna cry myself to death/sleep.

I be fine again when the sun rise.
Yeah I will.

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