Had to ask my sis to sleep with me recently.
I been having real nightmares.
I will wake up, scared and depressed.
It felt so real, so real I wondered if its actually happening.
Now I been awake through the nights, I am scared to sleep.
What a life.
But somehow, I think I am getting better.
It still hurts yeah, but life have to go on.
I no longer tell my close friends my problems.
I keep it to myself since I think its of no use telling my problem.
Cant wait for the day I am out of this country.

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