I so badly want to watch The Walking Dead.
But it hurts so much to even watch it.
It reminds me of the times we were into it.
I wasn't used to watch without you.
I have stopped at Season 3, and now Season 4, I am just to afraid to watch it.
I remember the time I said to you I didn;t want you to be like Lori.
Guess you have became her, someone I hate.
Someone that is gone, a walker.
Guess for now, I have to stick just Season 3.
No more Walking Dead.
I have sacrifice as much as you do, but I have fallen even deeper than you.

Heh, it sounds silly.
But well, every small things can hurt me so big.

Ain't sleeping, going to continue back to my work.
Lots of filming and editing to be done.

For the future, or die trying.

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