Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Happy 43rd Dead Month Anniversary.

Hi love.
How you been?
I hope you are doing fine my dear.
Things are going quite rough for me nowadays.
Things are never okay without you.
Today is our 43rd month.
You may forget it.
But I remember it always.
You are a part of me.
I can never get you out of my head.
Your image comes to my mind the first thing,and the last thing.
Thats all I know.
I miss you so much.
We have msg each other for almost 2weeks plus.
I duno why,but I am just scared to msg you.
So I am just waiting for you to text me.
Why dont you text me?
Have you really for real,forgotten me totally?
I still love you like I do.
I am still waiting for the day you are mine again.
Theres a feeling,that my name will not exist anymore in your world.
You and him are almost going to be 1year.
I flare at the thought of you and him but I am controlling myself.
Cos I know things wont do any good and that nothing will changes.
God,please grant me a miracle.
I swear,I wanna be with you forever till the end.
Lynette,I just wanna hear from you.
I miss you alot like heaven knows.
Text me soon k.
Please.
I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.
Muack,the vow.

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Sunday, June 6, 2010

One last.

Hello again.
Seem that I been blogging not so these few weeks.
It does not mean I have move on.
It just that,its just too painful to describe my feelings.
I have been keeping to myself.
In my heart,I just wanna tell you how much I miss you and I love you.
You might not be suprised of what I am feeling or what.
Everyday,your face appear in my head each time I woke up.
Every now and then,I check my hp for your msg.
But no,its nothing.
Songs play through the speakers which speak of us in the past.
And how I long to be back to where we were.
Never letting go.
Sadly,things happen and we drifted apart.
Sometimes,I ask myself what are you doing,how you are doing,and all.
But I am not able to answer this question without you.
I wish you were single and that I could take you back in my arms.
But no,I musnt be selfish.
Your happiness is my happiness.
Things cant always go in my way.
Lynette,I admit I did you wrong and that everything was my fault.
I can prove to you that I changed for the better and learnt my lesson.
All I ask from you is,can you give me one last golden chance?

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