Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Present?

18th July,it was my birthday.
My only wish was that I could have you back.
I only wanted 1 simple present:You,lynette.
But no,I didnt get it.
I am 18 now.
For 2 years,you didnt celebrate with me.
Its doesnt feel comfortable at all without you by my side.
I no longer know how it feels like to hold a hand or even kiss.
I miss your warmth.
This rainy season,when I was cold,I only wish I could feel your arms around me.
I need you Lynette.
Why did you left just like that?
What happen to the promise you told me?
You got me living with no air.

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Happy 44th Dead Month Anniversary.

Hey there dear.
How you been?
Its been a rainy season.
Hope you doing fine.
You know,its been 44month and you dun seem to realise it.
13,what does it mean to you?
Nothing right.
I am still longing for you.
As I survive another day thinking about you,I wonder when does it end.
But I am still quite happy at the fact,that I think of you every single day.
Its impossible to let a day pass without you in my mind.
You came to my life and threw me away in the end.
Now,I am just waiting for you.
You told me we could be in a relationship in the future.
When will it be?
After my death?
Fuck the world.
I dun seem to get it.
Still,I will love you like I have always.
Never stop lovin you.
Okay,I end here.
You tc love.
Muack,love you.

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