Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Pinay!

Thank you for everything.
You taught me alot and make me realised that life is just like a heaven's touch.
You made me laugh,
Walk me through the desert storm,
Treat me to stuffs,
Laugh like theres no tomorrow,
EVERYTHING!
You are simply amazing to be with.
Like a pyramid,we will stand up tall one day.
:D

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Happy Belated 45th Dead Month Anniversary.

Wassup world.
Another day,another challenge.

Heres wishing you a 45th dead month.
Recently,I met your ex.
And the thoughts of the past came flooding my mind.
Didnt know it could cut me off from what I am feeling.
I was happy for a moment and the next thing,this sadness ate me up.
You know,this might be a good news to you cos I have taken up a step foward,to move on.
Well,you should know how much pain it took me to move on.
I still living in doubt if I should move on.
I dun ever wanna leave you somehow,but I know I have to.
And I just realised that,without you in my mind could actually mean happiness for me.
But I choose not to.
We were so long,I cant just leave it this way.
You and me,were so strong before.
Now what happen to us?
Why did this happen girl?
You forgot me too soon.
You left me dangling there and went with another man.
I know you didnt want it to happen this way,but it was really a living hell for me.
Even though we used to argue,it was alright.
I just didnt want us to be this way.
Its very saddening and tiring to always put a brave front to others and inside its very painful.
The day you walk out,was the day I died inside.
Well,life has to go on.
Fortunately,I have some live savers for me.
-My Crew
-La familia
-Jadags
Without them,I think it would be possible to lift a smile to my face.
Right now,thinking back,I regretted everything cos there are no sweet memories.
Everyday,I think you be fine everyday going smoothly in life.
I think about you,about us and its just a dream.
Somehow,I feel a bit happier that I took a small steps.
And putting the next step is the another challenge I will face.
I shall end here okay.
You take care,I love you.

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