Mariska Hargitay

Monday, April 14, 2014

Fool.

Did you fucking remember the time I told you to sterilized the cats?!

Cos I fucking did.

I walked 40 mins from the cat hotel centre on a deserted road with no shelter, under the hot sun.

Why?

Cos the fucking cab was impatient and left me alone out there where there's no fucking transport.

And the only bus stop that was the nearest was 40 mins away.

And I walked, with my thick sweat pants and shirt under the fucking hot sun.

I was 2 hours late for dance at school.

I sweat, you were away at Phi.

And beside walking for fucking 40 mins, I paid at least nearly $150 for the cats.

And here comes the best part.

After you came back and all, I told you everything that I went through.

You fucking didn't seem appreciative.

You simply just said that I was responsible for it.

Yes I am fucking responsible for it, but was that a way you return a favour to me?

Even as a fucking friend?

I am not assuming, but if others (NOT ME AT ALL) were to do the same thing as me, would you say the same thing?

Dun fucking say yes, you fucking THINK.

Will you?

I am mad, yes.

Why?

Because I fucking gave you the card that the pet taker gave me.

It was the fucking card for the cats to be sterilized.

I know its gonna be sad because their ears will be cut off, but you will be able to keep them longer.

That is what I fucking told you right in your fucking face.

And now you fucking telling me you cant keep them anymore.

I GAVE THEM TO YOU.

I FUCKING GAVE THEM TO YOU BEFORE WE HEAD OFF FOR OUR UBIN TRIP.

For fuck sake, when are you gonna listen to me for once!

I know I did many wrong in the past and I lose your trust.

And that I am a loser.

Yeah, fine, i get the fucking point, go do what you wanna do ok.

My heart has taken a beating for a thousand times, so go ahead, make the number grow.

Fool.

And now you just imagine the distance I walked, for Turut Track to the Bus Stop before Kranji Way. I endured all this, just for the sake of the cats and you.

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Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Away.

I miss you Inah pong, as always.

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