Mariska Hargitay

Monday, May 26, 2014

The truth is that none of my exes, or the people that have left, care about me. It’s truly humiliating when you reach out and get nothing in return.

Yes it does. I know it sucks to be there. She said she do, but the truth is truth Ammar. She does not care. Accept it and face it.

Regardless, I can always say that I gave it my all. I give and love with no shame. Sure, I’m fucked up.

I always do, even if I didn't show it.

I’ll always apologize if I’m wrong. People can ignore my apologies, if they want, since it happens frequently enough, but it’s all I can do. I’m still learning, and I make up my rules as I go along.

Cos that is what I learn from you.

And there are people who have seen who I am and walked away from it. But I guess part of me wonders if they really knew who I was.

Ever I was in that state, people left and that part of people include my friends who I thought who stick with me. But fuck no.

The journey of pain and hurt will continue -– no matter who I have by my side (or if I’m alone). And most of my battles will have to be fought on my own.

Like I said, I work alone. Just like Batman.

What I can do is say, “Thank you.” Thank you for hurting me and pushing me, making me into the warrior I am today. The world gives hard lives to those that have the capacity to survive it. So excuse me while I prove the world right, and prove y’all wrong.

Thank you pong.

posted at 12:15 AM by Ammar | Permalink | 0 Comments