Probably the most unlucky month for me each year.
Tragic will strike, bad luck falls upon me.
Leaving me at a miserable state.
Look at me, I am always alone, in my house and outside.
Somedays, I do wish to get a silent death wish.
It can be so alone and silence.

Each night, I stare at her eyes only to see hers staring back at me.
Through them, I cry.
Its so much.

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I am so depressed.
It is so funny how this thing can haunt me up till now.
I laugh at the thought of it and cried.
Met you that day outside Tm and pass by you by an inch.
You didnt notice me for sure.
I miss you.

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