Im getting angry at even the slightest things.Everything just flared up.It was so fucked up.Those beast have no sense at all.They have brains,but brains that all totally like shits.They duno that somebody is shouting and that someone is looking.They all are really HOPELESS.They can just rot for all I care.I just wanna be with my dad.He is just so understanding.I am gonna run away(: The sight of those 'assholes' just my heart boiled.They are just so damn fucking 'assholes' till I can't stand their behaviour.Now,i know the true colours.They are not grateful.Simply,those beast are damn fucked up.To my grandma,I really hope she can shut that fucking mouth of hers.I'm beginning to hate them including my mum.Yes.Die,assholes,die...slowly and painfully.I would just stand there smiling.Well,I guess im hot-headed today.I have affect my dear without her having fault.

Dear,I am sorry if I hurt you.I am glad you understand me.Thank you for bearing with me for all the bad words i said in front of you.I know I should not done that.But I can't help it my dear.I just needto tell someone who i trust the most and that is you.Thank you once again.The next time you are in my position,tell me your problems ok?I will always be there to be your listening ears.I will always find a way to help you.

I love you so much...


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Hello readers again..

I guess I will tell you people why I cried.The day when I really wanted to see you had finally come.I was longing to see you my dear.I could not endure the pain anymore.I just needed to see you thats all.And finally when I met you that saturday,I could not control myself as I felt I have not seen you for days.I just can't explain how it feels but all I can say is that I was simply,emotional..I was sooo happy the moment when I hug you.My mind was gone.My eyes was closed.I felt that I could not let go of her.She is mine forever.And what really happen in the end was quite embarassing.Dear,when you said that you needed to go home,I was afraid that I could not meet you for days and also that I would lose you...I cried then.Like a crybaby.I really did not want to let go of you my dear.Its like we are gonna leave each other.I could stand that.I just wanna hold you tight sweetheart.I want us to be together all the time.Our own freedom.Losing you is like losing my life.I am so scared that our relationship would fade away into darkenss.I DON'T EVER THAT TO HAPPEN.I am so afraid that that we could not meet each other again.I don't wanna lose you baby.Sometimes,i feel that the word 'love' is nothing at all.No matter what happen,I will forever wait for you.Even if its take a long period,I am willing to wait. I am so stress nowadays.Motherfuckers have been giving me stress always.I can no longer stand them.I feel like only my friends and my dear can only help me.The 'them' can just die slowly.I can have no worries.No stress.I want to gain my freedom back.Worse,my eng exam is just 2days away.I need to buck up.I am feeling quite confident though.Fuck that.

I will stop here.

Dear,I just want you to know that I love you very very much.Please do not think I am a sort of person who flirts here and there.I know what I am doing.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER BABY.
THE VOW & OUR EVERLASTING LOVE<3

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Hello Readers,

Been long time?Maybe.Alright,just here to reflect.Lately,I have been slacking alot.I know exam is around the corner but sometimes I can't help it but fool around instead of studying.All I need is a change.I keep telling that to myself several times but soon,I'm gonna change just gor the sake of exam and my dear.Life has been tough for me all this while.There is no communication between me and my family.The only one that has shown love to me is my dad and my dear<3 style="font-weight: bold;">several days.That could be like a month?Or even more?(I hope not)Oh,this is just getting too bad.Every single day,I wonder if she is always thinking of me or what.I am just so afraid that we will get sxxxxxxxx(you-know-what)I don't ever want that to happen!But no matter what,even if we kena.I will wait for you always.You are part of my heart.Nobody can take your place in my heart.Only by the name Lynette Ch'ng stays in my heart.You are my love baby.I respect you alot my dear.Oh yes,I just hear songs I used to hear last time.Well,it really left me thinking of my past.I miss those time. Those times when we had fun.How I wish I could turn back the clock.Life is a puddle of sadness.I just wanna go back to the times when we were together,when we were all smiles.When we walk together.When we had great time laughing...

I am gonna change for the sake of my dear.

I guess I stop here.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER SWEETHEART.

THE VOW & OUR EVERLASTING LOVE<3

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