Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Lynette,

You are just not the girl I used to know.
Take a look at the mirror and see the changes in you.
I just don't like the way you are now.
I told,change.
But I dun see ANY improvement.
But like I said,I wont't tell you what to do.
I am not going to say anything.
Say what you want okay.
Let it be if I am unresonable.
But that is my standardn of women.
And I am getting sick of all this fucking relationship shit!
All I gets is pain.
Unlike you la,lucky to have him.
Never mind.
Just wait for my time.
"Why so serious?"

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Woman,

I have always wanted to tell you how much I love you.

How much I embrace you.

How much lucky am I.

Today was not such a good day I guess.

It looks like you have no feelings for me or maybe your feelings are fading.

I have been giving myself too much hope?

I always have this problem with myself.

I tend to get my hopes high but in the end,habis.

Its like a habit.

I thought everything was getting better since yesterday but no,it came back again.

Why farah?

Why won't you tell me the reason.

I could make a change and I will definitely change.

I won't go out with lynette or carmen or other girls also.

I also have not been contacting them for the sake of you.

I am changing farah.

All because of you.

I know you can't read my mind.

So do I.

But I am trying my very best to be your best guy.

I have wrote 2letters which explain my feeling and expression.

Guess this could make me feel better.

You keep giving me cold shoulder.

Just last Saturday,we went out smoothly.

Only when after I went with carmen then things happen.

Why?

I am also trying to understand you but its so hard.

You need to tell me you know.

I am so scared to lose someone so special in my life.

Everyday,I keep telling myself when is this gonna stop.

Woman,tell me.

Am i going to write any more letters?

Dun leave me just like that will you.

I seriously miss you so much.

Wild thoughts are going through my mind.

I want to end it.

I understand you dun want to be in a relationship.

But we can like be a date?

You just dun know how much I LOVE YOU.

I hope we can get back together and hold hands again.

I love you.

posted at 12:22 AM by Ammar | Permalink | 0 Comments

Racial Harmony Day

20July2008

For this,I just let the pics do the talking.

Ain't really importand for me actually.

But I think I had some fun.

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Ashiq,Carmen and ME!

Good Morning ladies and gentlemen!

I got alot of things to update!

Lets start with 20July2008.

It started with Carmen msging me asking me out to give me the present.

So I agreed when I wanted to reject.

But I felt bad.

Reject too many times already.

So we met at Tampines interchange and waited for ashiq to come.

Then met him,we went to pasir ris town park.

We walk and chat.

It was boring I should say.

All I ask Carmen was "Are you bored?Dun lie."

That is all and is mostly all the time I ask her that.

Took some puffs there.

And sent Carmen to the bus stop since Ashiq have to rush home.

After that I rush home because I could not wait to see my present.

I knew it was a DARK KNIGHT TOY but Carmen insist that it was just a Box.

Reach home and tear away the wrapping.

And guess what it was?

IT WAS A FUCKING DARK KNIGHT TOY!

I knew it the moment I touch it.

Haha!

Thanks Carmen!

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

17JULY!

TADA!

Its the THE DARK KNIGHT!

I watched it already!

I was the first person to enter the cinema!

I am fortunate that I have great friends watching with me!

And thanks Ashiq for treating me!

Okay,now about the DARK KNIGHT movie.

Woah,I duno where to begin.

Okayokay,control myself.

Hoo.

The story of the movie:

A follow-up to "Batman Begins," "The Dark Knight" reunites director Christopher Nolan and Christian Bale, who reprises the role of Batman/Bruce Wayne. Now, Batman raises the stakes in his war on crime. With the help of Lieutenant Jim Gordon and District Attorney Harvey Dent, Batman sets out to dismantle the remaining criminal organisations that plague the city streets. The partnership proves to be effective, but they soon find themselves prey to a reign of chaos unleashed by a rising criminal mastermind known to the terrified citizens of Gotham as the Joker.

And,by surprise,

Beside Joker,there was Two-Face and ScareCrow!

And the sound effect is so loud!

Its feel like you are there.

I love Joker!

Goodness,he act as though Joker really exist!

I felt crazy for him.

Incredible acting!

And sadly,its was his last act.

Okay,talking about the Batpod.

I didnt know it came directly from the BatMobile(Tumbler)!

I swear its the best movie ever.

Haiya,I cant say it here la.

You have to watch it people.

YOU HAVE TO!

WHY SO SERIOUS?

posted at 12:31 PM by Ammar | Permalink | 0 Comments

DARLING!
Finally we get to meet yesterday night even though it was a short period of time.
Man,I feel so satisfied.
Its really I wanted to meet you badly.
I regretted telling you that Carmen ask me out.
If not,we could have gone out!
Like the whole day?
Nvm,I shall for the day we will go out 24/7.
Like what you promised me.
Haha.
If you didn't realise,you are just the best part of my day.
Walking you home was enough for me yesterday.
At least we talk.
At least we laugh!
Hahaha!
Honey,you so funny la you.
And,your dressing is like wow.
So matured sah.
Can't stand it.
You look like a mum!
Hah!
I miss you so much now.
I am happy that we are back at it again.
But I duno what it gonna be when we are in school again.
Haiya,its okay.
I will wait for you la!
Muack.

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Saturday, July 19, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMMAR AND ZHITING!

Well.

I am 16 now.

Time to be think far.

Time seems to fly fast.

Time to watch NC16 movies.

Great.

And I would like to thank this people who brightens up my day!

Here we go:

Jun Yuan

Ashiq

Darren

Afiq

Giam Han

Shu Qiang Amzar

Leon

Zahira

Aisyah

Nurain

Hafizah

Syafiqah

Tiffany

Jelynn

Yanting

Sara

Helmut

Carmen

Janessa

Guo Min

Elii

Natasha

Huiying

Hazel

Yantin

Sheri

Jerlyn

Ayuni

ZHITING

Jasmine

Syafarah and Lynette

YOU people,thanks again!

Also,I thanks those who bought the cakes and presents.

I appreciate every little thing that you all done.

This year,was the best birthday I had.

Spending time with my friends.

Even had a CAKE!

Sorry people,seriously I treated this day as my normal routine.

I didnt expect anything.

It was just a normal day.

But you guys rock my day!

Wow.

Wonderful people la you all.

My best kisses to you all!

MUACK!

Woman,I wonder why you didn't give me the present personally to me.

I only wish that you could tell what was going on your mind when you cried.

I had to run to you woman!

I wish I could hug you and comfort you but it didnt happen.

I want to see you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHITING!

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Monday, July 14, 2008

WHAT WERE YOU TWO DOING ON THE FLOOR?!

HAHAHA!

posted at 10:52 PM by Ammar | Permalink | 0 Comments

Woman,
it seems like there is a problem.
Maybe you are not aware.
Sorry,but I want to pour my feelings here.
Hai.
Well,I suddenly had this feelings that I can't really trust you.
Like now,there is there guy msging me say I stalk you and those untrue stuff.
It bothering me,
I wish time would bring us back to where we were.
Called him said he was angry with me and even want to fight with me.
Like what the fuck is this?!
And you dun seem to care.
Or maybe I am just too sensitive.
I need to adapt myself.
And I shall do it.
But I would like to confront him first.
I have all the proof but he doesn't.
He says I am a liar.
What the FUCK darling.
He should be saying that to himself.
And woman,
I really what is going on.
I duno whether I am tired of this.
I dun want us to be in a state where we wont talk anymore.
Is you girl.
Is you.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

Fuck your paint,loan sharks!

I swear I am gonna go after you if you come to my area.
I swear I am gonna stab you with a fucking knife.
Die motherfuckers.

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Monday, July 7, 2008

"BATS FEAR ME.IT'S TIME MY ENEMIES SHARE MY DREADS."

-Batman

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Its not what you think.

LYNETTE.
For how many times I told you that I am very strict about 'it'.
Why should you worry?
It should be me worried about you!
Maybe you dun realised it,we really no hope?
Can't you see the situation we at now?
Even if next time,would it be a good one.
Anyway,I am speaking the truth.
I won't leave her.
And neither will I leave you.
It's you babe.
How could I leave you?
I guess you are upset that you heard the unexpected.
Learn to accept reality okay.
Well,I am happy being with her cos I won't think about you and him la.
Like it helps me pass my time.
And at the state you are at now,I dun think we will make it.
I will wait for the day you change alright.
No matter how long it takes.
But I hope it will be soon.
Seeing you happy with Imran,I am happy also la.
But dun repeat your mistakes.
Mend your ways.
I will always be there for you.

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Friday, July 4, 2008

Hancock

Will Smith plays an alcoholic superhero named Hancock, somebody that absolutely everybody loves to hate. Hancock's well-intentioned heroics might get the job done and save countless lives but always seem to leave jaw-dropping damage in their wake. One day, he saves the life of PR executive Ray Embrey (Jason Bateman) who helps to rehabilitate him. However, Hancock begins to have an affair with the publicist's wife, Mary (Charlize Theron) instead.Well,I would rate this movie 3/5.Even though the special effects seems abit fake,the story plot is nice!And the way Hancock do his stuffs,its pretty cool.His acting is great!

But if I were given a choice to watch again,I would not want to watch it agin.

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