O fellas!
Now,I know there is so many new songs!
Best,they are not released yet!
Okay,now i recommend one song.
'Live your life-T.I feat Rihanna'
I am sure will get addicted if you hear it one time!
I nothing to do,so I go surf.
Can pass my time.
I am meeting lynette later.
Need to borrow some books since its the holidays.
Better study also.
Alright,till then I am Ammar.
See you,on the next episode.

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Woman,now I know the reason.
Thanks for telling the whole truth.
I admired your way of thinking.
I respect that you think of her feelings first before you think for yourself.
I am so proud of you.
It's like you are sacrificing yourself.
You allowed yourself to be hurt.
You rather you get hurt than hurt other ppl feelings.
I salute you.
I will always remember what you said to me:
"O love,
true love does not come finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
Woman,you are such a woman.
There is not much people who are like you nowadays.
Unbelievable!
Any guy who win your heart is sure to be very lucky.
I pray that you are always safe in whatever you do.
Take care.

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Another song I know by CHRIS BROWN!
CHRIS BROWN!
He rocks man.
I just wish I could be like him even though I am more handsome than him.
Hahahaha!
Thick skin.
But really,you gotta hear this song.
This song haven't yet released!
And this song has meaning,somehow.
Cool right hor.
Okay my niggas in the house,
I present you Elecric Guitar.

Lyrics:
He plays the sweetest melody.
When I hear, it takes over me.
And I feel every strum of the strings.
It reminds me of all the things we used to be.
Can't breathe at all cause you're coming.

Coming through my speaker, speaker
got me trying to reach ya, reach ya.
My analogue feature, feature,
my electric guitar.
Everytime I mind you, mind you e
verytime I'm by him, by him.
You're ripping it up on them chords, playing my heart.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.

It kills me that I can't be with you, thought I was the key you're playing.
Don't know I just gotta, be the one you let bleed out.
Wish I didn't know you, got me feeling stuck.
I can't let you go, just my luck.
Falling down without you, can you pick me up?
And now I cant get you off my head.
because youre comming.

Coming through my speaker, speaker
got me trying to reach ya, reach ya.
My analogue feature, feature,
my electric guitar.
Everytime I mind you, mind you
everytime I'm by him, by him.
You're ripping it up on them chords, playing my heart.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.

I'm losing my composure, all quit, game over.
You must think that I'm crazy, girl.
Please control me with your melody.
I'll play it for the world,
cause I'm your girl and I just wanna hear (So)

(Electric guitar solo)

Coming through my speaker, speaker
got me trying to reach ya, reach ya.
My analogue feature, feature,
my electric guitar.
Everytime I mind you, mind you
everytime I'm by him, by him.
You're ripping up it up on them chords, playing my heart.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.
Electric guitar, electric guitar, electric guitar.

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God Dang!
I love this song!
Anybody got this song please send meeeeee!
Neyo so cool.
Never seen him dance so well.
Ladies and gentlemen,
I give you MISS INDEPENDENT!

Lyrics:
Ooh its something about just something about the way she moved
I cant figure it out, there's something about her (about her)
Say ooh theres something about,
Kinda women that want you but dont need you
Hey, i cant figure it out, there's something about her
Cuz she walk like a boss, talk like a boss
Manicured nalis, just sent the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss, do what a boss
Do, she got me thinking about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Hey yeh yeh, yeh yeh, yeh yehhh mmm

Ooh there's something about kinda woman that can do it for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud, there's something about her
there something ooh so sexy about the kinda women that dont even need my help
She says she got it, she got it, no doubt, theres something about her
Cuz she work like the boss, play like the boss
Car and a crib, she about to pay em both off
And her bills are paid on time
She made for a boss, Soley a boss,
Anything less, shes telling em to get lost
Thats the girl that on my mind

She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss independent

Yeh yehhh

Her favourite thing, is to say dont worry i got it
And everything she got, best believe she bought it
She gon' steal my heart, aint no doubt about it,
Girl your everything i need, said your everything i need

She got her own thingT
hats why i love her
Miss independent
Wont you come and spend a little time
She got her own thing
Thats why i love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way you shine
Miss independent
Thats why i love her

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I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relaxand turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to sayto make my stresses go and my troubles fade away.
My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never spend time alot,before,I know our friendships are true.
And although we haven't been friends for longin this short time it seems we shared so many things alreadyour hopes, our fears, our dreams.
We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you.
I've grown so very fond.
So woman,thanks for being therewhenever I've needed you I know you're always there for meand you know I'm there for you.

I am happy that you talk to me again.
But sadly,we are not close like before.
But its okay as long as you forgive me.
I just hope,you will gain my trust on you.
Cos I dun see why you dun trust me.
I do trust you but sometimes,I have doubts on you.
I hear from someone that you told him that I was not serious about you.
Woman,if I was not serious about you,I wouldn't do everything you told me to.
I did EVERYTHING I could do for you,hoping you will smile.
Okay,frankly speaking,I miss you when we talked.
Its like not like how we were used to be.

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So,I guess this is where we end huh.
No more us.
It seem like everything is over.
Take Care my love.

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It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause they don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while you're playing wit cha ...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

Every boy's the same
Since I been in the seventh grade
They been trying to get with me
Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
They always got a plan
To be my one and only man
Want to hold me with their hands
Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
I keep turning them down
But, they always come around
Asking me to go around
That's not the way it's going down'
Cause they only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ahNa, ah-ah

It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...'
Cause they don't mean a thang if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while your playing wit cha ...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

Do you know that no
Don't mean yes, it means no
So just hold up, wait a minute
Let me put my two cents in it
One, just be patient
Don't be rushing
Like you're anxious
And two, your just too agressivetrying to get your (Ahh)

Do you know that I know?
And I don't want to go there
Only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ahNa, ah-ah

It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...'
Cause they don't mean a thang if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while your playing wit cha ...
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

Boomp-boomp, Omp-ompBoomp, boomp-boompBoomp-boomp, Omp-ompBoomp, boomp-boomp[Repeated]

Ooh, you've got it bad I can tell
You want it bad, but oh well
Dude, what you got for me
Is something I
Something I don't need hey!

It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause they don't mean a thang if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while your playing wit cha ...Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

It's funny how a man only thinks about the...
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your...
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your...
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

I don't give a...
Keep looking at my...
'Cause they don't mean a thang if you're looking at my...
I'm a do my thing while your playing wit cha ...Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

WOMAN!
Remember this song when we dance?
Its been 2years since we have been not been dancing together.
I remember those we dance!
Ever realised how I ever felt that time.
Woah.
That moment will stay with me untill I die.
I miss you so much.
Let there be a time when its just you,me and the dancefloor.
Hahaha!
And,dance FOREVER!

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I want to go for an adventure trip.
I want to forget everything that happen to me.
Cause its hurting me too much.
Just a few days ago,
I went changi village.
I saw stars.
Lots of them.
Millions I could say.
And there it was,a moon.
The moment I see it,I feel so relax.
My mind went blank.
For a very long time,
I feel like as though I had no problems again.
Like as if my mind was young.
I only wish I could have that feelings forever.
I am asking myself,
Why is this affecting me so much?
Why am I so different from others?
Maybe I take things too seriously.
Or I am affectionate.
I duno.
There is no way I can describe my feelings cause nobody will understand it.
Its totouring the way I am living now.
Its so sick and dying.
Thats why,I want to go for adventure trip.
A place I can forget everything.
A place where I wont think of anything.
A place where I can be happy.
I just want to lead a simple and easy life.
I am happy enough if I could have a life like that.
Everyday,there will be problems.
You know what?
I WANT TO GO SKY DIVING!
And woman,remember our promise.
When we meet again after many years,
We promise we will go to Hawaii and go scuba diving and watch sunset!
I shall wait for that day.
Woman,its been 3days since you talk to me and ignore me.
It is now the 2nd time we in this situation.
Maybe I have been testing your patience too much.
And if you have not realised,I put a letter of apology in your bag when you went out for recess.
Till now,you have not reply me.
Just what you want from me?
I have given everything I could do for you.
I love you so much darling.
I dun care if you lie to me that you love me.
I rather go on hearing your lies that living without you.

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How do I tell you I'm sorry
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realizedI hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.
Many days have passed,
and finally on this day,
When I present these simple words I never thought to say.
The time has come,
it's long past due,
To put aside my fear
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish
To know you once again.
These thoughts changed me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise
I now know I acted foolishly,
and for that I apologize…

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Had class outing today.
Miss my lunch with them.
But I manage to catch a movie with them!
Hah.
We all watch Mummy 3!
There were so many ppl queing for the tickets.
Then so chaos.
So,i told her that we just buy for the both of us only.
Yay,privacy.
The rest all seperated.
Me and her together(:
Finally,I get to watch a movie with you!
Hmm,Mummy3 was not bad!
It was action packed but sadly,it look short.
I give 4/5stars.
After movie,darling had to go home.
So I sad sad sad lorh.
Hahaha.
I just realised that most of of my class are smokers.
So,we went staircase and smoke.
Whole area got smoke!
So cool.
Hah.
Then went fot FILA promotion sales!
Bought 3balls and a soccer bags.
Then go Sunplaza play soccer.
Oh ya,my soccer team name:Monarch Republic.
COOL RIGHT.
Honestly,I find today really very fun.
And Im happy that I did something to pass my time.
Thanks 3N2.
Thanks honey for lending me your arms.
I need it.
Haha!

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Woman,
so now you what are my bad points and YOUR bad points are.
So,I hope we change and make our relationship better
Seriously,I feel that our relationship is getting boring.
I duno what is the reason.
Okay,let me tell you something.
Whenever I am with you,I feel like I can be myself.
So when I am myself,I tend to be a bit childish.
Which,can be rather irritating.
I seems to be getting very moody nowadays.
I dun care about my living.
I dun care what is going on around me.
All I have is my ciggarette and soccer ball.
They are my friends.
I think of you 2 everyday.
I am sick of it.
I hate the situation I am in now.
Everyday is boring.
I want to pass my time so that I wont think anything.
I want to be like how I used to be when I am with you,woman.
Like how I used to feel excited and eager when I see you.
Like how I used to feel the moment when I fall into your loving arms.
Like how I used to treasure every seconds when our lips touch.
Argh,how long is this gonna take?
I want to draw face and start all over again.
So,after all.
I guess its not you that to be blame.
Its me.
Will you wait for me?
I promise we will get back,FULLY.
OH!
I miss you so much!
Each time I with you,time flies very fast.
Why honey?
But its okay.
As long I get to spent time with you,I am satisfied.
I will wait.
Like I said,Love is all about patience.

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Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again I know, I guess I really really know
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

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Life seems complicated.
It's like there is nothing more left in this world.
What is life exactly for me?
Why do I live for?
What do I want to do with my life?
I have yet to find all these answers.
Its so messy.
Even home seems like a bored to me.
All I do is just do nothing,think blank.
Argh,I dun even have the strength or courage.
I feel like my life is wasted.
Syafarah,I miss you so much.
I just want to hold you tight and never let you go.
Cos each time you leave,I am afraid I won't be able to see you again.

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Syafarah!
Glad to see that we are back at it again.
Those 2 days we had was a toture.
I'm sorry that I had hurt you.
I promised you that we won't repeat those days again ever!
I am sure that we can go along each other very well.
I miss those hugs of yours.
I love it each time you call honey!
Neh neh.
Hahahaha!
Thanks for always being with me.
And youuuu!
Better take care of yourself when you go singfest!
I miss you so much the moment you have to go.
When will we be able to go out?!
I hardly cannot wait.
I wanna dance with you!
Haha.
Haiya,I can't describe the happiness in me la.
So very happy.
Okay,thats all.

I love you.
You love me.

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