I hate this.Why I am like this?I just cant help myself.I just dun like the way you are.I admit I am jealous.I duno why when I am not suppose to feel this way.I just dun like the fact you talk to other guys.Maybe I am the one that should stop thinking about that.I feel pissed and jealous now.Why?At the same time,I feel like telling you in the face "I HATE YOU"But I know I got no right.I am saying that out of anger.This,I know.If you realise it,I said it cause I want to hurt you and let you feel how hurt am I.In other words,I want "fairness".But why?If I am hurt,I do not have to hurt the other party.I shall just think this way.One day,you will realise your mistake.Should I carry a fake smile where ever I go? And,dun apologise.The word "sorry" is meaningless to me already.So,just carry on what you doing(:
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