Mariska Hargitay

Monday, December 7, 2009

Choices.

Sup fans.
So yeah,these few days was a bad one.
First,I left her.
Second,I suffered a very bad cold and cough.
Third,she was on my mind every single moment.
Its like,everything reminded me of her.
Yesterday,while waiting for the train to work,I met this girl who look like her.
I kept staring at her till I forgot to board the train.
While looking at her,I was thinking.
Thinking of the past.
Everything we had done.
I wanted to approach her,but at the same time,I didnt.
The door close and left.
And I was left confused at the platform.
Right now,I guess she must enjoying herself with him.
He has a car.
He could be driving her around without making her parents worried cos they know him.
Even at nights,they could have fun.
Lifes good for her.
Yeah,as I am saying this,I am jealous.
Or rather envy.
To see your loved ones enjoying themself while you are not is terrible.
Nvm,I shall just be patience.
I know times will never be good for me.
But I am growing up.
Its time I step off and take things to myself.
Its true Life is a choice,but it doesnt sucks when you choose the RIGHT choice.
Take that and crank it.
I choose this path and I will have to live with it.
Theres nothing left to say.
Few days have pass yet it feels so long.
Thats why I told you suckers,love sucks.

posted at 2:54 PM by Ammar | Permalink |

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