Mariska Hargitay

Saturday, January 16, 2010

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Happy 38th Month Anniversary.
I am very surprised by how you just came to my door steps.
I was just so speechless and I couldnt even think of anything.
I knew I was happy,but I didnt want to show it.
I wanted to show I was still stronger but I knew I couldnt survive the blow.
When I hug you for the first time,I was so touched.
For so long,I have never felt a real love.
I love every second and moments with you.
That night,how lovely it was.
Sorry for delaying your time as I didnt want you to leave me after we have just met.
How I wish I could rewind back to that night.
Sadly,time had to move on.
Its a pity to have a relationship where I know I have to be prepared to be hurt again.
To know when you are gonna get hurt again,yet you still do it just for the sake of being with the person you love.
I duno how I am going to end it.
But I hope you grow up real soon and learn how to make decision.
I am praying hard to be able to wear the ring.
Things wont go my way I predict.
But it hurts alot when you feel like a secondhand item.
Right now,I just need a good rest and think of a 'better' solution.
Goodnite.
I am left speechless.

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