Mariska Hargitay

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

*Coughs

Been coughing and coughing.
Life been tough for me these past 2days.
Sick of all this coughing.
Luckily,I got a taste of the cough syrup yesterday which my dad bought.
And,it doesnt taste that bad.
I can endure it without drinking water each time I take a spoonful of the syrup!
Work wonders!
Well,Ashiq called me asking to go for a party at this club.
I duno if I shlould go.
First,I dun really like clubbing cos its dangerous.
Second,I dun like the people there-playboys.
Third,Im having a cough.
Fourth,I duno if Im running short on money!
Im really wish not to go.
So I hope,all my boys will say NO to Ashiq.
Then all dun go.
Hah.
We still got the countdown party-.-
Cant wait.
I pray for a fast recovery!
At the same time,as the new year approaches,
lots of things have been in my mind.
And the 1st thing is YOU lynette.
You may think Im very happy and enjoying myself.
Yes,its true I am.
But its doesnt last long.
I wish it could last forever,but I cant.
Cos when it will all comes down to you.
Like I said,you were my everything.
And I got to admit that when I talk to Lyndra on the phone,I felt I was talking to you.
She made me think of you.
But sadly,it was not the real you.
I want you.
I know you are happy out there.
So be it.
I cant do anything.
Love him as much as you want.
For all I know,we can never go back to where we were.

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