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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Santa didnt made my wish come true.

All those guys in the picture,thank you very much for making my day for these past few days.
It had been a hell of a tiring days.
Wake up,go out,come home,sleep.
These are what I wanted.
So that I wont really think of her.
Oh ya,to all the Ang Moh,Merry Christmas hohoho.
So yeah,these few days I enjoyed myself.
But one thing thats bugging me.
I didnt feel right.
I knew,you will still in my heart,
And sometimes,when I go out,I see places that we went before.
And it reminds me of us.
Walking down orchard,I remember the times we held our hands together and laughed.
I know you want to go out with me.
So do I.
But I am telling myself not to.
Cos I know,things wont go the way I wont and I wouldnt want to hurt myself more.
Im afraid of you.
Im afraid of myself.
Its rather a sacrificing task I had to do.
Argh,love sucks right?
I bet you be having a good time now.
All the time when I was out,I kept my eyes look out on a gift I could spent on you.
But nah,whats the use.
Its over.
Made a wish.
It came true,not.
2010 coming,gotta be the most saddest year.
2009 surely leaves a huge bill.

Viva la Jadaags.

posted at 10:41 AM by Ammar | Permalink |

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