Mariska Hargitay

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Ignored.

Well,I guess what I said to wasnt important.
It seem that our 38th anniversary were nothing to you anymore.
Fine.
I shall just keep track of the time and will still wish you.
I do not want to end this "habit".
Its so heart breaking to end this man.
You have already hurt me so much.
Please dun take my life.
I dun seem to like hear any respond from you about our anniversary.
Maybe you are busy.
I duno okay.
I know you want me to get rid of you but I cant.
I dun want.
We been so long together and this is what happen.
I still cant believe it.
And I am repeating this.
I know we are not gonna be lovers anymore but I am still holding on to that dream.
You text me last year.
You said,"We might not be together for now,but maybe in the future."
Future?
I dun think.
Your Randy might be your future still.
Fuck this.
L,I hope you are sincere when you call me or talk to me.
I dun want you to talk to me or what just for the sake of making me happy.
If you are doing just for the sake of making me happy,please dun bother.
I appreciate what you done for me.
But it would be good if you are sincere about it.

God knows when we be back on track again.
)':

posted at 12:32 AM by Ammar | Permalink |

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