Mariska Hargitay

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Just take a good look at me.
I am not worthy for you.
I am not like just other guys okay.
I am different.
To tell you,since you got a chance to go to any guys,why not you go?
If you feel comfortable with that guy,go to him.
Dun like because of me,you dun want to go to him.
I am doing all this because of my father told me last night.
Last night me and dad talk all night till 2.45am
We talk about love,sex.
Really.
So what dad told me is that women ego are very big.
They always expect more.
My dad told me that I have to be strong.
And the truth is,women hurt men more than men does.
And talking about sex,you can break the agreement if you want.
But dun bother coming back to me.
Cos I would not want to be with a girl who is 'used'
You should know very well that I am very strict about this right.
You said I was cold-blooded.
Why?
Beacuse I dun give a damn about you?
Because I dun appreciate what you are doing for me?
Any more reason?
Reason I am being cold-blooded is I dun want to give you the wrong impression or give you hope.
Im happy that you are not talking to other guys la.
But it just that the way you talk to them is too much la.
I also dun have any girl in mind.
I dun even want to know about love.
Cos it seems like love is not love.
Love to me is like being hurt again and again.
So what for being in love?
We can be together.
We can be in love.
But on conditions.
You have to change your attitude.
But I am still not going to care what you do outside.
Cos it just makes me jealous and all.
And dun ever compare between me and other guys.
There is still more I have yet to say.
So if you think you can apply on it,tell me.
Think carefully okay.
I dun want to regret.
AND,if you got a problem,you have to tell me.
Not other people.
That is very important.
Thats what my dad says.
Even if the problem is about me,you have to tell me.
I also will tell you if we got problems.
So,that is all.
And from what I learn from my dad,
he advise me this.
Life is like a gamble.

I am not suppose to tell you this.
But as you know,I can't hide my feelings.
I MISS YOU.

posted at 4:58 PM by Ammar | Permalink |

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