Mariska Hargitay

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Bad romance?

These few days were my most happiest moments.
I could sleep easily with a smile.
Interestingly,I had a alot dreams recently that includes you.
One of them was when you left me.
And I woke up,just to find you next to me figuring out my maths hw(:
Till,now I have yet to come to think of a conclusion.
Cos one side of is thinking,that I dun want to let go of this feeling I am loving it while,
the other side is thinking I should leave you cos I know I am going to get hurt again sooner.
So,this is the problem I am facing.
I pity myself for not having a proper relationship.
I hug you,while I see your text from Randy saying I love you.
I could have let go of you,but I didnt want cos I didnt want to loose you again like the way I did before.
I acted a fool and pretended I didnt see that msg.
I pray that my patience will last long with me.
I keep repeating myself,I want be with you and stuffs hoping it will come true.
I remembered when we went out that night,you keep holding my hands.
Sweet(:
So tell me,am I doing the right thing?

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