Mariska Hargitay

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Happy Dead 40th Month Anniversary.

First of all,I would to thank my dad.
Thanks for making this wonderful picture.
Thanks for even taking the trouble to make a video of us.
Even though you were unaware of our situation,I am very touched.
So now pop,I have told you what our situation.
I know you had no intention to hurt me,but I am very understand-able son.
Hah.
So Lynette,happy 40th.
Its okay if you were tired.
Cos I know you wouldn't be the first one to wish.
Maybe it wasnt important to you or what.
Its okay.
We are moving on.
And now Lynette,I am sorry that I cried that Friday when we met.
It just hurts me and all when I see you breaking down.
It hurts me that you really love him.
I have only have to point the finger to myself and say I am stupid.
And when you lean on me,I was thinking.
Your hair brushing against my cheeks.
Your warm breath I felt for the past 3years.
Your weight against my shoulder.
It will be gone too soon.
These feelings will never come back.
I cried,knowing well that you will never be mine again.
I cried,when you embrace me in your arms.
I cried,cos I was so touched that you were so nice to me after all those harsh stuff you gave me.
That moment was like when I really know its you.
The Lynette I knew.
I love you so much.
Each time I leave you,I am so scared and sad.
Cos I duno if thats the last time I am seeing you.
Whatever happens,I want you to be happy okay.

I love you.

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