Mariska Hargitay

Friday, March 19, 2010

Shouldn't have happen.

Hai.
I duno why I am such a crybaby.
But I am just so disappointed about you.
You say you like this guy and all.
Yet,you still put his pic as his screensaver.
What are you exactly trying to say?
Imran?Randy?
What happen to them?
Whats the story?
I have yet to know everything.
But I dun wish to know cos it hurts.
Believe it or not,I am telling you this again.
I dun msg you or call you,cause the thought of you just hurts me.
Even the mention of you is like a stab to my heart.
Cos it always remind me of you,what you did and all.
Plus now,you got your duno who in your list.
The thought of us can just make me tears.
You know it hurts me when you said it was good that we spent little time.
But I understand,that we are in THIS situation.
Theres so much pain and I am wondering when it gonna end.
(When I know,it will be forever.)
I love you so much still.
You couldnt understand why I went to Lyndra.
There was reason why I did.
But I know you are not gonna believe me.
Cos whatever I am saying now,wont affect you.
Maybe its been 3years long you been hearing the same old thing.
Thats why you dun give a damn about what I am saying.
Even saying I love you to you won't affect one bit.
But when others say it,you be affected by their sweet romance.
Why Lynette?
WHY?!
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
Randy,WHY DID YOU TOOK HER AWAY?!

And the last thing that is above all,
The more I care, the worst I could have ever felt.

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