Mariska Hargitay

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Saturday, May 1, 2010

I know its just a dream.


So now,I get to know about your poly life.
Well,I cant say much cos its your life.
I hope you get the right person.
Cos I want you to be happy.
Thats all I ask.
Even,if it were to upset me,I would do anything to do for your happiness.
I still love you Lynette,I still care for you.
I still want you.
Talking to you was a pleasure.
I wish I could talk to you all night long.
But,I feel that I am not worth it for you to talk to.
Like I some kind of asshole.
I seem to feel extra talking to you.
I feel its not right to talk to you.
Like Im bothering you.
Sorry to say all this.
I just scared to be hurt.
And Im just scared that you be hurt by me or anyone else.
I want to be there for you when you cry.
I want to be your best friend,and not that Joshua.
I want to be your everything.
In the end,I know its just a dream.
I will never be with you.
I wont be your number one anymore.

But I just want to love like how we used to.

posted at 2:41 AM by Ammar | Permalink |

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