Mariska Hargitay

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Happy Dead 41th Month Anniversary.

I bet you have forgotten the date 13th.
How could I forget or even avoid it.
The number 13 mean so much for me.
It symbolize our love.
The day we started our journey together as one heart.
13 wasnt about me alone.
Its about you.
Each time Im on the com,I would read your blog.
And its the same post.
Nothing changes.
"I doubt I would want to do anything with you"
I would remember that.
Till now,I am stuck here.
I just dun want to move on.
I need you.
I have been lying to my friends and even myself.
Stop telling me to move on.
I will get better,I know.
But Lynette will forever stay in my heart.
Words came to me that you have been very happy and all.
Thats good for you.
Everything reminds me of you.
Even small details.
Gone with the days we were together.
Im so upset that I am just pure evil.
I did you wrong.
Now Im taking this punishment.
Im so sorry Lynette.
I am still hoping to that day when we would be reunited again.
I wanna see you.
I want to hug you like I always do when I meet you.
I want to kiss you on your cheek and tell you how much I miss you.
I want to hold your hand and tell you how much I love you and that,
It is our 41th month.
Happy dead 41th month lynette.
I love you dearly.

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