Mariska Hargitay

Friday, March 26, 2010

Time is running.

Lynette,I have noticed you been moody and all.
And when I msg you,you seem to reply so short when I know you are usually long winded.
What happen?
I thought these few days before I am gonna leave you,
We could talk like how we used to.
Cos right now,I feel like youre gone.
But I am just being understanding and patient.
You got a problem,but you wish not to reveal to me for fear that I might get hurt.
Its okay baby.
I am just so sad of losing you,again and its the final.
You may think its stupid for me to do this.
You can have your say cos I know I dun have to do this but I choose to.
Like you said before,you told me on the phone that night.
You said,"You stupid,bodoh."
And I will always believe you.
Cos it has prove me right.
I cried every night,here and there.
Wishing what I could do to make you love me back.
But its useless.
You wont return to me ever again.
Yet,I am still holding on that hope.
Leona told me,if I believe Lynette will come back,she will.
I hopes God answer my wish.
Remember the wish we always wish upon the brightest star?
The wish that we made to marry each other?
Does it still exist?
Hai.
I miss and love you so much.
Its 4 days left before its April.
I dun even know if you are aware.
Just know that down deep,I want you.

Time is short.

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