Mariska Hargitay

Monday, February 1, 2010

Im on a boat.

Okay.
My previous was just to let off my anger.
Whatever I said,was said in anger.
So,dun give a damn about it man.
Useless crap.
Yeah,I guess I got to learn.
Learn MORE I mean.
I think,I shall go with what you said.
Being jealous is a difficult task thing to do.
But I shall just close one eye.
I will pretend like I never hear of it or whatever.
I want to talk to you.
I want to see you.
I want to feel you.
I duno why,but I seem like a fool trying to do anything for you.
You made me crazy.
Its okay,I know I am going to get hurt again soon or sooner.
Its just gonna be a cycle for all I know.
You and him,forever.
Me and your problem,forever.
Repeat and repeat till I duno when it end.
Till I die perhaps.
Oh yes,since the accident that almost took my life,I keep wondering why the cab didnt knock me down.
Seriously,it was fucking close.
My legs were shivering.
And I think.
What if it were to take my life?
Why?!
It could been better?
Or worse?
Back to where I was la.
So,yeah I think just go with the flow and see where it leads me.
Hello lynette.
I apologised for that day I was dizzy and ended up calling you and saying I love you and all.
And for the day,I kissed you when I left.
I know I shouldnt have done that.
Never should I do that!
SORRY.

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