Mariska Hargitay

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Happy Dead 42nd Month Anniversary Lynette.

Boo,I miss you.
Its been days I been single so.
I wanna be with you.
Everyone says I am stupid for not letting go.
They make fun of me when I said I still love you.
Why doesnt anybody accept that I still love her and all?
I will wait whatever it takes.
Funny thing is,I dun fight for your love.
I am not sure about this.
But I realized that I dun fight for my love.
Reason is I dun want hurt your feelings.
I respect your decision who you want to be with.
I may hurt that person,but I wont do anything.
I just let it happen.
Yeah,it sound stupid but I am helpless.
Countless times,I let myself to let you be free.
I spent my time mostly thinking of you.
Counting the days.
Holding the hope the I had always had.
I swear,at this point now,I really want to see you.
I want to msg you,but something is stopping you.
Its not about my ego or what.
It just that way,that I cant push myself to text you.
Sigh.
Exam are over.
Results are poor.
I didnt give my best shot.
I failed myself and for us.
But I am determine to do better in the future.
Lynette,I love you so much.
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Have you ever felt how much I feel about you?
I keep imagining that you are by my side,holding my hands.
I miss your warmth.
I wonder,when will this come to true.

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